Hello April! I am inclined to reflect on the past and why. In addition to the inspiration from a fellow healer who recently emphasized work on spiritual diagnosis and shared it with the collective.

At any rate, when doing spiritual work, it often rejects the notion of a structured nine to five. Spiritual work eliminates the importance of worldly titles, degrees, and educational societal standards. In terms of hierarchy with educational status the spiritual world has no room for it. One may be in perceived positions of power in the world, but lack self-awareness and experience severe arrested development from things unhealed in the spiritual world. Heavily attributing self worth and identity to positions not substance.

As I further rebrand and endure periods of deep reflection I realize my biggest struggles came when trying to merge worlds. One must choose. I could not relate to them and they could not relate to me. Their priorities and what they deemed important did not matter to me. Despite being imperfect and flawed, I had no desire to climb the ladder trusting wherever I was supposed to be, I would be. I was lured for some sick personal game and others watched knowingly. Once I realized, I had never been so disappointed in mankind. Yet, we forgive, we release, we press on with love. Spiritual work is a lifestyle. The downloads, insights, and keen “inner standing” could not be accepted in traditional roles merely because it defies them and heavily rejects their validity. Knowing ultimately, the healers human experiences are shared for evolution and the assisting of others. Though many facets of yourself are used both spiritual and logical, the foundation and grounding have to be connected and lead by something more than yourself, The Most High.

Strong boundaries of all kinds including energetic are necessary. Your inner world has to be so open, yet so grounded, yet so clear that you move as you are led while the universe nudges at you to keep going while speaking to you in various ways. Are you listening?

With certain experiences it was shit that my soul knew, but my vessel was just remembering. When it was made clear I was able to revel in my personal power, knowingness, and revert to my first inclination which is peace followed by clarity. Remembering to take nothing personal and reject the perceptions of others that may attempt to be imposed. Because at times, when you are between two worlds, the lines can be blurred. If you are going to be in those worlds, you have to play certain games until you are unable to unlock multiple other freedoms.